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[18 Jul 2004|03:37pm] |
i am going so crazy right now. the spiritual retreat with me and joe only consisted of doing many drugs. which i have to admitt, i didn't mind. but now look at meeee. i love it and hate it. i am so spun that i just wish i could sit down and die! woooooooo filasgfuiogilsdgi fucker! and once i come down, i WILL die. fun fun fun fun i can't wait. fuck you if you think drugs are bad too! because they are the only thing that have been with me the whole time to take the pain away! useiapgtfiosagfle fucker! i will say my good bye now. good bye.
<3zeennnybbtbybb5yu7tju
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| one bored tweaker, to go. |
[24 Jun 2004|11:11pm] |
(x) I have drank.
(x) I have smoked pot.
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(x) I have kissed a member of the same sex.
(x) I have crashed a friend's car.
(-) I have been to Japan.
(x) I have ridden in a taxi.
(-) I have had anal sex. given? or received? =X
(-) I have been in love.
(x) I have had sex in public.
(x) I have been dumped.
(x) I have shoplifted.
(-) I have been fired.
(x) I have been in a fist fight.
(-) I have had a three-some
(x) I've been caught masturbating.
(x) I have peed on myself.
(-) I had sex with a member of the same sex.
(x) I have been arrested.
(x) I made out with a stranger.
(-) I stole something from my job.
(-) I celebrated new years in Time Square.
(x) I went on a blind date.
(x)I have lied to a friend.
(x) I had a crush on a teacher.
(-) I have celebrated mardi gras in New Orleans.
(x)I have skipped school.
(-) I have slept with a co-worker.
FIRSTS.
First best friend(s): aj, joe, justin, chris
First car: my pimp van!
First date: real one...sierra.
First real kiss: beth
First break-up: sierra, what 3 or 4 times?
First screen name: zebadiah897
First self purchased album: the best of the carrs
First funeral: great grandma ava
First pets: gia and hero
First piercing/tattoo: left ear
First credit card: none
First true love: never been in love.
First enemy: never met someone i didn't like ;-)
First musician you remember hearing in your house: jim morrison and the doors
LASTS.
Last cigarette: 10 minutes ago.
Last car ride: with sierra and jay last night. i farted.
Last movie seen: three men and a baby.
Last beverage drank: tampico.
Last food consumed: taquito's.
Last crush: uuuum britteny
Last phone call: with katrina..
Last time showered: yesterday.
Last shoes worn: red checkerboard vans.
Last item bought: um movie ticket.
Last annoyance: drunk friends calling me in the theater.
Last disappointment: not being able to meet this girl stephanie.
Last time wanting to die: uuum when was the last time i came down?
Last shirt worn: pink floyd.
Last song you sang: dr love.
What is in your cd player?: wow, 5 cd changer, i have in thurr right now.. kiss, doors, dark side of the moon -pink floyd, punk rock mix, and the doobie brothers.
What color socks are you wearing?: no socks, i hate socks.
What Color of underwear are you wearing?: no underwear, i hate underwear.
What's under your bed?: old porn and an empty pizzo.
What time did you wake up today?: i didn't sleep.
uuum <3zeb
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[08 Jun 2004|11:49am] |
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| in my thoughts i have seen... |
[02 Jun 2004|11:41pm] |
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zebadiah john taylor
(1988-2004?)
El Bandito's are back
and the M.O.D.x<3 war is headed to sand diego
but for this weekend...
justin and zeb will party
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[28 Apr 2004|04:57pm] |
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the old Zeb is dead!
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| Don't hurt me, no more |
[12 Mar 2004|08:41pm] |
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last day at Fallbrook High...
i'll miss you all
i saw COLIN today!!!! <3333
watched Night at the Roxbury
stole flavored condoms:
-Cherry
-Orange
-Bannana
-Grape
i like taking care of drunk friends....
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| eeeiii |
[10 Mar 2004|07:32pm] |
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wow i'm so fucking lucky....
PS: Journalism, Hair Dye, Blood Writing
oh and today is officially zeb + sasha ditch day....we had a fiest, and have decided we're going to be hobo's for a day...
<3
:EDITED:
PS: I'm so going to Modest Mouse
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| nanana hey hey hey goodbye |
[09 Mar 2004|02:53pm] |
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okay i fucked up my life officially...
yeah so if i'm not on for a while sorry...
PS: i resign from my possition as a bandit
love you all
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[07 Mar 2004|08:07pm] |
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I love you
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| <3 80's <3 |
[06 Mar 2004|04:20pm] |
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"Fuck it's Elvis!"
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| hulk |
[03 Mar 2004|08:00pm] |
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okay i tried to send a letter through my microwave...and it didn't work...:-(
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| nicccee |
[01 Mar 2004|10:01pm] |
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rehab is for 6 months my friends....
two "treatment" classes a week and two AA or NA meatings a week....
fuck this
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| banditos |
[29 Feb 2004|12:01am] |
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i love brittney....<33<33<33<33<33
even if we do get caught....
we are so bandits...
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| ihgklegfloveaguiqkher |
[27 Feb 2004|08:50pm] |
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could today get worse?
suspended...
rehab...
parents...
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| jack daniels |
[25 Feb 2004|09:24pm] |
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even banditos get caught sometimes.....
<3's for britt
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| of course |
[24 Feb 2004|07:33pm] |
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fuck my life....
i <3 brittney
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| The Best of Times |
[23 Feb 2004|08:20pm] |
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Tonight’s the night we’ll make history, honey, you and i
And I’ll take any risk to tie back the hands of time
And stay with you here tonight
I know you feel these are the worst of times
I do believe it’s true
When people lock their doors and hide inside
Rumor has it it’s the end of paradise
But I know, if the world just passed us by
Baby I know, you wouldn’t have to cry
The best of times are when I’m alone with you
Some rain some shine, we’ll make this a world for two
Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime
We’ll take the best, forget the rest
And someday we’ll find these are the best of times
These are the best of times
The headlines read ’these are the worst of times’
I do believe it’s true
I feel so helpless like a boat against the tide
I wish the summer winds could bring back paradise
But I know, if the world turned upside down
Baby, I know you’d always be around
The best of times are when I’m alone with you
Some rain some shine, we’ll make this a world for two
Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime
We’ll take the best, forget the rest
And someday we’ll find these are the best of times
These are the best of times
And
So my friends we’ll say goodnight for time has claimed it’s prize
But tonight will always last
As long as we keep alive memories of paradise...
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| snap |
[22 Feb 2004|01:47pm] |
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last night i almost died...again
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| well...okay |
[19 Feb 2004|09:33pm] |
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eeeiii i'm so happy
today i watched movies with my dad and it was quite fun actually. he's doing alot better, i know because he's returning to the old perv he always has been. we sang Bennie and the Jets together on our way to breakfast...that was pretty strange, considering i never knew how to sing the song before today. well, i'm thinking about going "straight edge" again because drugs are fucking with my life. anywho i have decided i'm going to read the bible...yeah all of it...
i'm so not a good person...
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| pacos bill lost his pick |
[18 Feb 2004|04:55pm] |
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"i don't even care" -my new quote
that's all
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